Feeling unacceptable.

Nobody appreciate anything that i do.
Whatever i did, whatever i put in alot of effort, whomever i'm doing it for, no one has ever appreciate me.
Or rather, what i do.
All they say is all mean and bad, never a good comment.
how'd you feel when you put in so much effort and sacrifice your sleeping time just for a freaking thing for a freaking class?
and when you think that 'ahh, its perfect, i'm sure the class will like it :).' , well your wrong.
first thing the people say will be 'omg' or 'eeee' .
and change the things i do, like oh they DID NOT RESPECT ME AND MY EFFORT.
stupid piece of junk, i don't care no more.
im not doing anyone anything unless they asked me to.
if i want to volunteer i will.
BUT NEVER FOR THOSE UNGRATEFULL PIECES OF BASTARDS.
NEVER. SHITARDS.

im not gonna volunteer to do things i like, i'd do things to make myself happy and my closest friends.

disrespetful, bias, ungrateful, unapprecative, acting nice infront of me when you did something wrong and feel guilty, look-down on people, thinking you're always right, wanting everybody to go your way
SHIT HELL PIECE OF JUNK HUMAN BEINGS.
you think these people can use me whenever they want and when i'm angry because of them, they come to me and act goody-two-shoes?
This kind of person burn in hell .
i'm really damn pissed off, if you are in my shoes you will understand.
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today's first match.
i think that in court everyone fight for the ball, defenders jump for the ball.
and the reason because at times they didn't jump, not because they made a mistakes, is because they know is imposible to catch the ball.
so when they know that, they whld save their energy and quickly cover for defend.
i tink everyone sprinting when they drive.
really sprint damn hard.
its always when we lose a match, the seniors will scold us.
i mean, do you think we want this to happen?
winning is not everything, but the way how you play on court is important.
OK I THINK ITS MY FAULT LAH.
the shooters shoot in so many goals, and im unable to bring it down.
after the match everybody seems so low.

why shld we be low??? we shld act normally, talk like normal, in school we'll point our mistakes.
there is sure a mistakes in everybody.
i want to make myself good on court, i want to push myself to the limit, i want to make our seniors proud.

my goal is to go in second round, please let us go in.
out efforts determined our mindset.

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