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| Look into the horizon, and wave hi and goodbye |
(Edit: I actually finish writing this End Of Year post but I thought I'd save it for Dec 30th to post. End up yup I forgot about it so Imma make this as my New Year's post then 😂)
I Let me be honest: I don't know how short or how long this post is gonna be. 😝
But I also won't go into much detail about every single piece that happened in 2017 (cos that'll bore you am I right hahaha)
At the end of the post, I will sum up the year with three words! (Should have done this already but oh heck I can always start with this year)
Here goes!
🌟 I had a lot of collaboration opportunities with my photographer & also a good friend, Andrew. Be it as an artist or HMUA, I had fun when I'm out with him! Not to forget our drinking sesh too 😜 Our meet ups with Saiful too! Damn we actually drove into Malaysia for a fun trip there. FUN FUN FUN!
🌟 I had frequent self time out. Going out running errands, shopping, dining by myself, or just doing my work in coffee joints. I love being alone out sometimes, doing what I wanna do without anyone's opinion, without anyone rushing me; my own time own target.
🌟 COLDPLAY CONCERT. Enough said.
🌟 I graduated my course this April, the starting wasn't a good one, but it gradually got better! Being a casual means I need to know my shit & not be afraid to make mistakes. Afterall, I learn best through mistakes and lessons. I am a visual learner, I need to see & feel things. I am slow at taking in information & understanding knowledge. I may take a longer time than my peers but that doesn't mean I am not willing to learn. In fact, I am hungry for knowledge.
🌟 I took up 2 other side jobs & I am liking 1 of them very much! Because it includes two of my interest: art & teaching children. I foresee myself staying in that freelance job for long.
🌟 As for the other side job, the one & only reason why I'm glad I join is because I met Denise, a colleague there. Both of us join around the same time, & we got closer from there! We even hang out! She showed me I am a friend who means something to her & thus I am keeping her 😊
🌟 2nd trip to South Korea!!! Food & cosmetics! This trip is more of adventures & thrills instead of sightseeing :)
🌟 I met up an old friend, Jianxiong, together with two other good friends. Man, it was soooo good to catch up with one another with none other better than - beer. He changed so much man.
🌟 My girlfriends ALMOST could meet up full, but Jas had to work :( It's alright~ I'm delighted to see Serene! Don't worry girls, we can meet again in CNY, I hope!!!!
🌟 This year, I cried a lot; be it from movies/videos or by people, but it is because that's how I am. I am sensitive & I am emotionally strong (yes, you read that right). I worry about my loved ones & that isn't helpful when I get occasional intrusive thoughts. I think about the worse scenarios you can imagine. I get upset at the slightest thing when I'm going through PMS. I can't change being less sensitive, but I can learn to not give a fuck about what people think & say.
🌟 My close friend from work started talking to me & we're back to being goofy & bitchy :)
🌟 I know who are my true friends & I am extremely grateful for them. I will cherish them & spend more time with them.
🌟 Definitely fought & quarreled with my boyfriend here & there in the span of 12 months. But we never let each other go to bed angry or sad.
🌟 The only good friend I met in Poly & am still hanging out is my Partner, Partner I love you. Yes I am still gonna be cheesy & lovey dovey & act cute because I know you can't stand them 😗
🌟 After 6 years I saw my ex-boyfriend. Of course there is a wave of memories because afterall he is my first flame & first long-term relationship. We didn't end it in a bad term but he didn't gave me closure (I'm someone who needs closure) so we talked for a long while for that closure.
What I believe is that if anyone of you didn't end your relationship with your partner in a bad term (due to some other circumstances), thank each other for the memories made & the time spent together. I'm someone who don't like to hate anybody (hate is a strong word, but so far I have only extremely dislike 1 person), so let your mind in peace. It's over, time to move on!
🌟 I have made little progress in my art Instagram & as an artist, but little progress better than zero progress!
In 2018, I resolve to:
be more active in my art path &
give zero fucks about what people think & say about me (but of course not to the extend of being inconsiderate. I still have my manners)
I figure things like 'getting a driving license' or 'getting a tattoo' is too.. hmm.. superficial?
Like resolutions are what you resolve to do, perhaps a goal to reach; an improvement from the previous year, a better you, yes?
So 2 resolutions for 12 months. Can I stick to it?
I feel like start a journal for me to pen my unhappiness, anger, happiness, but knowing me I probably stop halfway cos I am lazy.
But, 2018, what do you have for me? I will embrace everything with strength from Him.
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